Lyrics

So, I tell myself
I won't fall back
I'm avoidant
But so attached
When I'm the violation
To my nightmare rotation
Find the key
Throw it in the trash
Always spiraling
When I'm the one who attacks
Into my self destruction
Self destruction

Promises I throw on the concrete
And I'll bite my tongue
Until it bleeds
Oh thoughts that spin so violently
I created my own penalty

Paralyzed
Hear the sirens
Telling me I can't hide
Close my eyes
Petrified
Cause I vandalize my mind

Revel in the past
I'll never make it back
To the love I never had
Don't know why I'm like that
But it's my fault when I turn the roses black
And I can't help but notice how I…

Sabotage my dreams
Throw them on the concrete
And I'll bite my tongue
Until it bleeds
All the thoughts that spin so violently
Realize that I'm the enemy

Paralyzed
Hear the sirens
Telling me I can't hide
Close my eyes
Petrified
Cause I vandalize my mind

More ashes in the tray
Keep darkness on display
More suffocating games
Till my life fades
And no one's coming to save it

Paralyzed
(Telling me I can't hide)
Close my eyes
Petrified
Cause I vandalize my mind

Cause I vandalize my mind
More ashes in the tray
So, tell me who to blame?
More suffocating games
Till my life fades
And no one's coming to save it
No one's coming to save it

No one's coming to save it
No one's coming to save it